rise n shine camo in semenyir

2days 1night in semenyir camp was just awesome... on the first day, nothing much happen besides two motivational talks... then making those boys to sleep was kinda a challenge. we facilitator slept in a small room. suppose to sleep but ended up we didnt. the gals facilitator were sleeping the next door.. while we boys were cracking jokes in our room suddenly we heard screams from the gals. it was all because a cat entered their room through a window.. lol.. we all had a great laugh seeing the gals asking us to help them.. fan was full blast n the light was on the whole night... too cold till i couldnt sleep...

next morning we woke up n went for jungle trekking. it was too easy for us.. kinda boring short journey.. but the obsticles challenge was freaing awesome... jumping up on a 6ft wall... seeing people knocking into wall instead of jumping on lifting their body on it.. i enjoyed the monkey bar... besides that the best part was the tarzan swing... suresh anne and challenge eache other. he felt into the water twice n i had a clean sheet. we all had a great laugh seeing him in the water.
then i n kavi challenged. but this time they cheated.. those camp participants keep pushing me front n back till i felt into the water.. haiz.. yet i enjoyed it... i loved the debate session between parents and student.. it was really awesome...

HOPE

hope is a bright flame in darkest path

hope is happiness in your saddest day

hope is an oasis in the desert

hope is a diamond in a mud

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hope is like a feather

once is lifted it only gets higher

higher and higher it gets

more and more happiness and excitements

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and suddenly it crushes

happiness flew away

whole world crumbled

and shatters into pieces

problems

problems problems problems

a dark shadow that blankets our happiness

pain and misery it brings

fractures feeling and hopes

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fear is what I'm going through

lost in my own delusions

drown in my own depression

it tears me up inside

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love is the only cure

to all this misery

relationship is getting cold

when i just needed you the most

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hold my heart

help me through this journey

shower me with your magic love

turn my world all around

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be the one who tells me

I'm the only one you need

im sorry

life is a journey

for both of us

it has been a rough journey

full of problems we have to face

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all i say is i love you

but that same love

has cut you the deepest

drown u in your ocean of tears

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I've hurt you without reason

I've scold you without any reason

my cruel heart suspects you for nothing

i didnt mean to hurt you

i promise i wont hurt you anymore

but again and again i made your tears flow once more

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your pain makes my heart to think

your tears makes my heart to cry

seeing you crying in pain

makes me cry even more than you

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i love you with my heart and soul

forgive me my love

I'm so sorry my love

MTV WORLD STAGE

MTV world stage was just simply awesome.. it all started with boys like girls. Their performance good. It was even awesome when hoobastank took the stage. They came and sang a few song.. i liked the part when they sang ghostbusters. The reason was just awesome... all american rejects was just as good as hoobastank.. the last performer was kasabian.. it was horrible... overall the show was superb.

EQUAL RIGHTS

What are we talking about???? We Tamils make noise that we are not getting equal rights from certain people... We talk a lot about discrimination and equal rights... We complain and sigh about it... Why???? Are we really fighting for equal rights... all i can say u people are just hypocrites. why talk about freedom and rights when in between we Tamils there is no equal rights...

The point here is why make noise when between family members and relatives there is no equal rights... if we can give our own blood n flesh those rights why complain about other people not giving us..

who said no father means you have no rights???? Its not our fault that God love our dad that he has to take him off early...why are these tamilians so low mentality???? its a disgrace to our community... I'm as a Tamil really shameful to know there are Tamils behaving like animals...

i know a gal who has lost her dad... its something really hard to bare with... she is going through a tough time... the last thing she needs is relatives who are bitches.... how could you tell a young gal you can sing Thevaram(devotional songs) in a prayer house.. all she wanted to do is sing for the soul to be peaceful... she had good intentions.. How hurting is it when her own cousins stop her from singing cause you don't have a father... You people are just sick bastards... It would be so hurting to her... pure rubbish.... not only disgrace to our society its also disgrace to our religion... God never taught us this and he never said losing a father means you cant pray... you evil people will never be in peace in future... God is always a silent witnesser and he will know what to do.. Law of Karma..., you people will sure suffer for hurting a poor gal who lost her dad...

Ampang Tamil school camp

Just came back from ampang Tamil school. well i did had fun eventhough it was the toughest time in my life... handling 168 primary school kids are just like nightmare eventhough they are all cute and adorable.. these kids were extremely hyperactive.. i couldn't cope up with them... I'm extremely exhausted. on top of that i only had 3hours sleep.... well... its all worth while since those lovely kids gain alot... hope the changes in them last forever and they will be someone important to the society and will contribute to the rest...