rise n shine camo in semenyir

2days 1night in semenyir camp was just awesome... on the first day, nothing much happen besides two motivational talks... then making those boys to sleep was kinda a challenge. we facilitator slept in a small room. suppose to sleep but ended up we didnt. the gals facilitator were sleeping the next door.. while we boys were cracking jokes in our room suddenly we heard screams from the gals. it was all because a cat entered their room through a window.. lol.. we all had a great laugh seeing the gals asking us to help them.. fan was full blast n the light was on the whole night... too cold till i couldnt sleep...

next morning we woke up n went for jungle trekking. it was too easy for us.. kinda boring short journey.. but the obsticles challenge was freaing awesome... jumping up on a 6ft wall... seeing people knocking into wall instead of jumping on lifting their body on it.. i enjoyed the monkey bar... besides that the best part was the tarzan swing... suresh anne and challenge eache other. he felt into the water twice n i had a clean sheet. we all had a great laugh seeing him in the water.
then i n kavi challenged. but this time they cheated.. those camp participants keep pushing me front n back till i felt into the water.. haiz.. yet i enjoyed it... i loved the debate session between parents and student.. it was really awesome...

heartache

hey gal..... i know u love me alot... i do love you alot.. i was always dreaming of being with u forever.. always been serious when it comes to you... but what to do... we had to go separate ways.. ur mum will never agree with this.. as she already ask you to chose between me or your mum... i don't wanna you leave her since she is widow... she only has you around her now.. i don't want to take that away from her... so i guess i rather be hurt then see your mum hurt.. even if you had choose me i know u wont be happy till the end... wouldn't want to see my love once unhappy... now u r hurt and i know eventually ull recover.. i just want you to know that even if one day some gale manage to steal my heart, ull forever be some1 special in my heart.. somewhere deep inside my heart ull always be there.. ull somehow have part and pieces of my love.. ull forever be special... and 7months with you is a blessing from god.. it was time of my life.. never had a greater time than that... it was just awesome.. i will always cherish that till i die.. its always will be a sweet memory.. ill keep those memories and stuff u got me forever since i can keep you forever.. i just hope ull find a guy better than me... someone who will love you the way i did... and to let you know... u were always my dream gal... u were a maliyali, tall, pretty, and sexy(lol)..., you were full of nonsense and craziness, a child inside that body, notty and flirtatious, talkative, friendly, and the best part was so so much of love in you... u took care of me so well... u were there when i needed you... now i have to wake up every morning without ur love, have to go through my day without you.. its so tough coz I'm not use to it.. I'm so addicted to you n now i have to live without it... i just hope i will find a gal exactly like you... but still i dont think ill ever forget you.. u came to my life and change my whole life to a better person.. my whole world was around you... now u are gone n im crushed... crying day and night for you even knowing i wont get you...i duno how to rebuild myself again gal.. ive lost my gf i dont wanna lose you as my best fren da... pliz be by my side as a best fren ya.. thats all im asking you....

happy birthday my princess

1st October 1990

a loving couple

blessed with an angle

called amitha dhewi

named after the meaning of unlimited

with unlimited love in her

bringing unlimited joy and happiness

to her surrounding

many ideas I was considering

but nothing came close than giving

a promise of my love without ending

this promise I shall be renewing

with each birthday you’ll be celebrating

Now that your birthday is here

i can’t wait to whisper in your ear

that my love for you is forever

and a happy birthday my dear

BROWN EYES

your brown eyes are on my mind

with long black lashes

those are the things

i admire the most in you

those soft brown eyes

melting my cold heart

drowning deep into your eyes

thus forgetting the world

looking deep in your brown eyes

i see our beautiful future

by the way u look into my eyes

i know we will last

I wouldn't expect anything much

than just being the Apple of your eye

hope that one day you'll come to realize

how perfect you are when seen through my eyes

HOPE

hope is a bright flame in darkest path

hope is happiness in your saddest day

hope is an oasis in the desert

hope is a diamond in a mud

.

hope is like a feather

once is lifted it only gets higher

higher and higher it gets

more and more happiness and excitements

.

and suddenly it crushes

happiness flew away

whole world crumbled

and shatters into pieces

problems

problems problems problems

a dark shadow that blankets our happiness

pain and misery it brings

fractures feeling and hopes

..

fear is what I'm going through

lost in my own delusions

drown in my own depression

it tears me up inside

.

love is the only cure

to all this misery

relationship is getting cold

when i just needed you the most

.

hold my heart

help me through this journey

shower me with your magic love

turn my world all around

.

be the one who tells me

I'm the only one you need

im sorry

life is a journey

for both of us

it has been a rough journey

full of problems we have to face

..

all i say is i love you

but that same love

has cut you the deepest

drown u in your ocean of tears

..

I've hurt you without reason

I've scold you without any reason

my cruel heart suspects you for nothing

i didnt mean to hurt you

i promise i wont hurt you anymore

but again and again i made your tears flow once more

..

your pain makes my heart to think

your tears makes my heart to cry

seeing you crying in pain

makes me cry even more than you

..

i love you with my heart and soul

forgive me my love

I'm so sorry my love