rise n shine camo in semenyir

2days 1night in semenyir camp was just awesome... on the first day, nothing much happen besides two motivational talks... then making those boys to sleep was kinda a challenge. we facilitator slept in a small room. suppose to sleep but ended up we didnt. the gals facilitator were sleeping the next door.. while we boys were cracking jokes in our room suddenly we heard screams from the gals. it was all because a cat entered their room through a window.. lol.. we all had a great laugh seeing the gals asking us to help them.. fan was full blast n the light was on the whole night... too cold till i couldnt sleep...

next morning we woke up n went for jungle trekking. it was too easy for us.. kinda boring short journey.. but the obsticles challenge was freaing awesome... jumping up on a 6ft wall... seeing people knocking into wall instead of jumping on lifting their body on it.. i enjoyed the monkey bar... besides that the best part was the tarzan swing... suresh anne and challenge eache other. he felt into the water twice n i had a clean sheet. we all had a great laugh seeing him in the water.
then i n kavi challenged. but this time they cheated.. those camp participants keep pushing me front n back till i felt into the water.. haiz.. yet i enjoyed it... i loved the debate session between parents and student.. it was really awesome...

HOPE

hope is a bright flame in darkest path

hope is happiness in your saddest day

hope is an oasis in the desert

hope is a diamond in a mud

.

hope is like a feather

once is lifted it only gets higher

higher and higher it gets

more and more happiness and excitements

.

and suddenly it crushes

happiness flew away

whole world crumbled

and shatters into pieces

problems

problems problems problems

a dark shadow that blankets our happiness

pain and misery it brings

fractures feeling and hopes

..

fear is what I'm going through

lost in my own delusions

drown in my own depression

it tears me up inside

.

love is the only cure

to all this misery

relationship is getting cold

when i just needed you the most

.

hold my heart

help me through this journey

shower me with your magic love

turn my world all around

.

be the one who tells me

I'm the only one you need

im sorry

life is a journey

for both of us

it has been a rough journey

full of problems we have to face

..

all i say is i love you

but that same love

has cut you the deepest

drown u in your ocean of tears

..

I've hurt you without reason

I've scold you without any reason

my cruel heart suspects you for nothing

i didnt mean to hurt you

i promise i wont hurt you anymore

but again and again i made your tears flow once more

..

your pain makes my heart to think

your tears makes my heart to cry

seeing you crying in pain

makes me cry even more than you

..

i love you with my heart and soul

forgive me my love

I'm so sorry my love

MTV WORLD STAGE

MTV world stage was just simply awesome.. it all started with boys like girls. Their performance good. It was even awesome when hoobastank took the stage. They came and sang a few song.. i liked the part when they sang ghostbusters. The reason was just awesome... all american rejects was just as good as hoobastank.. the last performer was kasabian.. it was horrible... overall the show was superb.

EQUAL RIGHTS

What are we talking about???? We Tamils make noise that we are not getting equal rights from certain people... We talk a lot about discrimination and equal rights... We complain and sigh about it... Why???? Are we really fighting for equal rights... all i can say u people are just hypocrites. why talk about freedom and rights when in between we Tamils there is no equal rights...

The point here is why make noise when between family members and relatives there is no equal rights... if we can give our own blood n flesh those rights why complain about other people not giving us..

who said no father means you have no rights???? Its not our fault that God love our dad that he has to take him off early...why are these tamilians so low mentality???? its a disgrace to our community... I'm as a Tamil really shameful to know there are Tamils behaving like animals...

i know a gal who has lost her dad... its something really hard to bare with... she is going through a tough time... the last thing she needs is relatives who are bitches.... how could you tell a young gal you can sing Thevaram(devotional songs) in a prayer house.. all she wanted to do is sing for the soul to be peaceful... she had good intentions.. How hurting is it when her own cousins stop her from singing cause you don't have a father... You people are just sick bastards... It would be so hurting to her... pure rubbish.... not only disgrace to our society its also disgrace to our religion... God never taught us this and he never said losing a father means you cant pray... you evil people will never be in peace in future... God is always a silent witnesser and he will know what to do.. Law of Karma..., you people will sure suffer for hurting a poor gal who lost her dad...

Ampang Tamil school camp

Just came back from ampang Tamil school. well i did had fun eventhough it was the toughest time in my life... handling 168 primary school kids are just like nightmare eventhough they are all cute and adorable.. these kids were extremely hyperactive.. i couldn't cope up with them... I'm extremely exhausted. on top of that i only had 3hours sleep.... well... its all worth while since those lovely kids gain alot... hope the changes in them last forever and they will be someone important to the society and will contribute to the rest...

LOVE

what is love?

just a word?

just emotions?

just feelings?

/

for me

love means more than my world

its a special word for me and you

a special bond one cannot see

its the greatest gift from God

/

there is only one happiness in life

to love and be loved

PERFECT

I've been writing poems

expressing my feeling

my love

describing how perfect you are

how special you are

yet I'm still searching the perfect poem

the perfect words to describe you

the truth is you are too perfect

no words can describe you

and you have made

my life to be perfect

you perfect my life.

the true path

Problem and arguement are bad..
Because they lead to the fight..
Between peoples..
Leaving scars in between their relationship..
However..
The scars proved..
The path and the journey..
He walked with she..
And I believed..
When he and she review back..
The memory..
The journey..
The path way..
The time..
belongs to he and she..
Together..
He and she will be much more appreciate..
Each other..
Thanks the god..
For the appearance of her in his life..
For the appearance of him in her life..



written by my best friend iverson lim ooi yuan.

was dedicated to me when i was having problems with my gal...

this poem was really touching... therefore i decided to post it on my blog...

MICHAEL JACKSON... R.I.P

June 25, 2009 MJ dies at the age of 50.. I mourn the lost of Michael Jackson and for his family. Michael was a great artist, brilliant ant and multi-talented. He is the all time best dancer and a superb entertainer. he is known as the King of Pop( a legend in the music industry)... Its the greatest lost to the music world...

lets pay tribute to our late MJ.... please leave a comment and state your best song from him... thx for your support.

Seraya motivational camp

There was a camp held in SMK Taman Seraya from 20th to 21th of Jun. I was there as a volunteree since it was my former high school and i love doing social work. This camp was only for indian students.

Those two days i learn a lot. it was just simply awesome. Those kids there were just wonderful. these kids just need attention and love to change them to be a better person. There were few boys who touch my heart. One of them were a Sikh boy name Jag. he actually started studying hard coz his mum lost her husband. he taught me the meaning of through to our mums. Another boy name Steven touched my heart a lot. he was a gangster, smokes and drink. in 24 hours he decided to change totally. be a better person. Jivan and the rest too impress me.

Instead it was me as a senior teaching them n guiding them the right part, it was a two way proses. They thought me to appreciate my life and parents. i felt motivated to study too..
Anyway i find so much of happiness in doing social work.

Through seeing people feeling loved and happy brings us unlimited true happiness. Looking forward to help others in future.

BETRAYAL

why is all this happening to me

why all this sudden betrayal now

what did i do to you

do i deserve it ?

these are my cries

wondering what actuallly happen

how could someone like you

who i trusted so much

could do this to me

im not sad

not hurt

its not killing me

im happy

ive move on

i wish my lies were true

LOST AND HURT

man of many faces
which one to believe
you came into my life
stole the biggest part of me

sometimes you make me seem
that I'm your world
sometimes you make me seem
that I'm no one to you

which part of you that i should listen too
i don't know how to run away
cause if fallen for you
seem to lost myself in you

when i keep away from you
you come back to me
telling me that you miss me a lot
you've managed to stay in touch
but do you really want to?

i can't take this pain anymore
a broken heart
shattered dreams
how could you do this to me

you have been killing me inside
been crying all night long
you keep me waiting
playing with my weak heart

I guess this is the end
I no longer gonna wait for your answer
my love you cant afford
I know I deserve someone better
Goodbye

This poem is dedicated to my cousin sister who is studying abroad... Listen here sis, i know its tough that u have to see his face everyday and you are all alone there... i know you very well.... i know u have the strength to recover fast... Remember this, those things that do not kill us but instead it makes us stronger... Everything happens for the best. You will definitely find a better guy who suits you very well... Forget about everything and enjoy your life. Don't worry much ya... I'm here for you. I'm not gonna let some guy to hurt you...

HURT DEEP INSIDE

Friendship
belief and trust
which keeps the bond strong
one of these gets affected
the bond becomes weak
I thought our friendship was true
I was a fool to thought so
you betrayed my trust
and i had to pay for my mistakes
which is trusting you too much
felt like my heart was ripped into two
i felt like a fool
felt that I'm being used
you had selfish reason for this friendship
and i failed to see it
well I'm afraid this is the end
can never trust you anymore
GOODBYE MY FRIEND

Selfishness is the greatest curse of the human race.
William E. Gladstone

MU vs BARCA... WHO WILL BE THE CHAMPIONS???

Manchester will be trying to create history tonight by being the first team to defend the champions league and be the first team to win a quadruple. Having pulled level with Liverpool on 18 league titles, United can round off an epic season by winning the European Cup for the third time in Ferguson's tenure, and the fourth in total. Mu will be trying to equal Liverpool's European achievement with 5 titles.

In other hand, Barcelona is trying to create history too by being the first Spanish team to win a treble. Having winning the Spanish League and Spanish King Cup, they now need to win the Champions League. They are trying to win more European title to equal Real Madrid 9 European title.

Ferguson believes Messi's coming together with Ronaldo could be the centerpiece of tonight's game. Messi and Ronaldo will try to inspire their team to a victory. Ronaldo, the current World Footballer of the Year and The little Argentinean is simply a magician with a ball at his feet will have to be on their peak of form to drive their team success.

So will Ronaldo get his hands on a Champions League winners' medal for the second year in a row? Or will Messi's trickery prevail in Rome?

AWESOME PENANG TRIP

On the 19th to 22th of mei I was with my friend in Penang. We went there for a holiday trip during our semester break. We were staying in Sri Sayang. We had a great time together there. The beaches and food were just superb.We were in Pagoda, Bukit Bendera, Gurney Drive. I enjoyed playing beach volleyball, beach football and swimming in the sea. We even celebrate Garrett's 21st birthday in gurney drive.

From left:mishan, ooi yuan, boon kang, me, jerard, vimal, chun chiat, garrett.
In gurney drive

gbk and garrett in gurney

me, ooi yuan and gbk in the beach
In PagodaIn Bukit Bendera

Bukit Bendera group photoMe n Mishan
with Vimal's family
Padang KotaBeach Volleyball
Burried aliveGarrett's birthday cake
In gurney drive
Group photo

VICTORY TO THE DEVILS!!!

Liverpool fans are saying that it took Man Utd 20 years to match it.Some are saying that Man Utd is still behind Liverpool in terms of the 5 European championships won by Liverpool. What about not winning a premier league in 20years??? What about FA Cup?? Well I'm sorry to all sore losers out there. We gave you 20years yet Liverpool cant win a English league. And Rafa Benitez is the best for saying Liverpool is still a better team than Man Utd.


Well on 17 may 2009 Manchester United hit the landmark of 18 championships, drawing level with Liverpool. Winning their third successive Premier League title for the second time under Sir Alex.
Its a great achievement for Sir Alex and his team. This season its a superb season for Manchester United. The best thing about this season is the sense that this squad still has more to offer. We are the champions of England and the World this season and we are in the final of European League.
The Red Devils can now concentrate on becoming the first team to defend a Champions’ League title when they play Barcelona in Rome in a fortnight.

REUNION WITH FRIENDS

It was a day out with vimal, saranya lavenya and jessica. There were my best friends during our foundation course. I brought along my gal Ami to introduce to them. It was a special day to me.

We were at Time Square at 10am. It was kinda too early since everything was still close. So we decided to go and sit down at the food court. We sat and chit chat about our friends and their latest gossips. After having our lunch we went to watch movie(Wolverine). yea i had good time with my gal in the theater. The movie was superb. enjoyed the movie.

After that we went to the bowling alley. We had a game of bowling. It was just my day. The first two throws were horrible since it entered the drain. But after that all were awesome... i even got double strike.. And yea i scored 119 and won the game. After that we went to Mcd and chit chat again. It was a tiring day out..I had a great day with all of them. Hope to meet them soon again.

Hmmm...Time...I just wish I had more of it...

One thing of great importance can affect a small number of ppl. Equally so, a thing of little importance can affect a multitude. Either way, a happening-big or small-can affect an entire string of ppl. Occurrences can join us all together. You see, we’re all made up of the same stuff. When something happens, it triggers something inside us that connects us to a situation, connects us to other people, lighting us up and linking us like little lights on a Christmas tree, twisted and turned but still connected on a wire. Some go out, others flicker, others burn strong and bright, yet we’re all on the same line.

I knew from the beginning that this is definitely a story about people finding out who they are. About a person who is unraveled and their core is revealed to all that count. And that all that count are revealed to them. You would think I’m talking about one particular person but then again I’m not!!! I’m talking bout us all.

A lesson finds the common denominator and links us all together, like a chain. At the end of that chain dangles a clock, and on the face of the clock the passing of time is registered. We hear it, the hushed tick-tock sound that breaks any silence, and we see it, but often we don’t feel it. Each second makes itz mark on every single person’s life; comes and goes, quietly disappearing without fanfare, evaporating into air like steam from a piping hot pudding.Enough time leaves us warm; when our time is gone, it too leaves us cold. Time is more precious than gold, more precious than diamonds, more precious than oil or any valuable treasures. It is time that we do not have enough of; it is time that causes the war within our hearts, and so we must spend it wisely. Time cannot be packed and ribboned and left under trees for Christmas morning.
TIME CAN’T BE GIVEN….BUT IT CAN BE SHARED…

written by A***h*

SENSATIONAL 2ND HALF FIGHTBACK

Its a game between The Red Devils and Tottenham. The game kick off at 12.30am Malaysian time. Mu was attacking at first.. Chances after chances but without proper finisihing touches.. Lennon inspired Spurs 1st half 2 goals lead... Spurs first genuine on goal and they scored. Lennon powered down from the right and delivering a superb cross to Bent who eventually scored Spurs 1st goal. Within four minutes Lennon swung in another cross and this time Modric scoring the first goal.. The home team was stunt after losing two goals within 5 minutes. MU kept fighting but failed to score in the first half.

In the 2nd half, Teves was called into action. He replaced the under performing Nani. The turning point of the game cam when a controversial penalty decision was awarded to Man Utd. Ronaldo blasted the ball from the penalty spot scoring MU first goal. Teves then setting up the second goal for Rooney. And minutes later Rooney was in action again by crossing the ball for Ronaldo's diving header scoring the third goal. The game was not over yet as this time Ronaldo setting up Rooney's 2nd goal.. Th fifth goal came when Rooney setting up for Berba.

THE MIGHTY DEVILS STORM BACK FROM TWO GOALS DOWN SCORING A SENSATIONAL 5 GOALS IN THE 2ND HALF.

WAR AGAINST TIME

Left one week more before my finals... I have 4 tough subjects to study. I still have zero knowledge for all subjects... without any confidence how am i going to prepare myself to enter the exam hall??? The worst thing is that I'm still not in the mood of studying. That worries me the most... Now I'm struggling for time to study..

time time time,

i had the time,

it flew away just like that,

now its too late,

i cant bring back time,

now

no time, no time, no time,

that's my constant cry,

sometimes i look at the clock,

i wish i could stop time,

but i cant,

time is ticking fast,

no time to regret,

i have to catch up time,

fully utilized the time i have,

hope its never too late.

MISSING YOU

It has been a tough week for me. Knowing you are not well and i cant be there constantly with you. We now spend less time together. We hardly hang on the phone. Its been really hard for me to adapt. Ive no idea what you have done to me. I'm missing you like crazy lately.

It has always been you who i first think of when I'm awake.
it has always been you who i last think of before i sleep,
it has always been you who i seek comfort,
it has always been you who constantly running in my mind,
you are always on my mind,
i think about you all day through,
i get excited when i hear my phone rings,
i answer and hear your voice,
it makes my heart sings and smile,
when you are beside me,
my world seems to be perfect,
you throw away all my problems,
melt my heart,
how could you do all this to me???
i hope this love will last forever,
never ending,
Believe me when i tell you,
i love you with all my heart,
that I'm here for you forever and always,
My heart is always belongs to you,
I'm all yours,
Please don't break it,
I love you
I miss you

CHAOS PANIC MORNING CALL

Every morning as usual i will get a morning call around 6.30am.. Today was just any other day. I got a call slighty earlier around 6.20am. We were talking happily and suddenly she told me she will call me later since she is feeling drousy. So i hang up i went back to sleep.

Around 6.45 i got up and gave her a call. To my suprise a matured malay guy answer my call. I couldnt hear anything besides people screaming for ambulance. I panic, and call back. After awhile her friend call me and told me she found that poor little gal fainted in KL Sentral. I was so worried and call to inform her mum. Few times i call back and she was still unconsious.

Around 10am i get a cal. Thank god i heard her voice. She was fine but in the hospital. Therefore after class my best friend and me rushed to the hospital and visit her. Im glad to see her fine and as cute as she use to be. Its all Gods blessing nothing serious happen. Praying for her quick recovery.

THE TRUE RED DEVILS!!!

On 5th April 11pm, MU was playing against Aston Villa. The game was held in the mighty Old trafford. Both teams are currently out of form. Aston Villa just got trashing from Liverpool 5-0 in Villa Park and MU lost two game in a row due to defence error. Both teams are fighting for their form back..

Sharp 11pm the game started. MU took the lead from and in-direct freekick from our superstar C.Ronaldo. MU fans were happy thinking the game is was ours. But late in 1st half, Aston equalise due to MU defends mistake. And half way in 2nd half of the game Aston scored again and its again defends mistake. MU fans were all down thinking history repeating itself. MU takes the lead and end up losing the game.

But the FIFA player of the year proves everyone why is he called the best. A superb goal from him, lifting the hopes of the players and fans. But the defining moment was when this young unknown lad named Fedirico Macheda scored a astonishing marvelous goal with his right leg in injury time. This goal is title defining moment. This goal lifted all MU fans of their sit in estacy. It was his first game for MU and he scored the winning goal.Cheers to him. You are the true devil. You will forever live in our hearts.

DAY OUT WITH MY BEST BUDDIES

Fast and Furious 4 has just released in theater today. Me, Vimal and Jerard decided to go for the movie. After our clas at 12pm we joined Garrett and Ooi Yuan for lunch in Jusco Mcd. After our lunch, me Jerard and Vimal took bus to Times Square...

Since our movie is only at 5pm, we decided to play Bowling. We played two game. Both game was superb since i won... lol.... We had great fun out there at the bowling Alley. Poor my buddy Vimal tried very hard to beat me. But i was just on fire today. All that he had to say was the bowling alley was place-ist just because its Ampang Superbowl and I'm from Ampang.. lol.

After the game we went to play Daytona.... As i was the defending Champion they were just pure jealous. they did all their best to make sure i lose. All their dirty tricks were out. Every turning they will knock me down from behind and my poor ca end up flying instead sticking on the road.

Then finally we went for our movie. It was really superb. The movie was just awesome. The graphics was amazing. And man the cars were hot.... really hot i mean.. haha...
Btw i had a great day... Pliz do go and watch this movie in the theater... Its nice.
Bye... that's all for today... Adios

BACK FROM WAR ZONE

For the past two nights I've been working hard in preparing myself in this battle. ON Monday night me, my twin brother Jerard, and my roommate Vimal decided to order pizza. We sat and ate together. After eating we all studied our maths first topic which is called LAPLACE TRANSFORM. Vimal is the genius among us, therefore he was actually tutoring me and Jerard. this chapter is freaking tough to understand. On top of this i was suffering food poisoning. Yet due to my determination in mastering this topic, i put aside my problem and proceeding my goal of the day. We end up sleeping at 4am in the morning.

The next day after dinner, Mishan join us in our studying group. We were studying chapter two. as usual my dear friend Vimal was helping all of us in simplifying this complicated topic. We together studying and solve the problems till 5.30am.

Finally the D-Day has come. we did our final preparation together. I was mentally preparing myself for this battle since I'm lack of self-confidence. Finally i entered the examination hall. That long one hour was hell for me. The paper was tough. Its all in God's Hands now. I felt hurt. Why did i do last minute studying. Well i and my housemates learn the hard way. There is no more last minute studying. We gonna work hard from tomorrow onwards.

SPECIAL THANKS TO VIMAL, JERARD AND MISHAN IN HELPING ME IN MY MATHS TEST.

BLESS TO HAVE FRIENDS LIKE YOU ALL.

UNSUNG HEROES PART 2 (solo climb to the highest peak.)

After our heroes Magendren and Mohandas, Ravichandran Tharumalingam decided to take up this incredible challenge of conquering Mount Everest. T. Ravichandran has made an impeccable achievement to become one of the few Malaysians to have reached the summit of the world's highest peak, Mount Everest.

T.Ravichandran decided to climb Mount Everest solo and scale from the side which faces Tibet. This route is the toughest route to the summit.. He was only guided by a Sherpa up to an altitude of 5000m. On 16 May 2006, 4.15pm(Malaysian time) this business man had Malaysia proud by reaching the highest peak in the world.He is the first Malaysian who did a Solo Mount Everest climb. Besides that he is also the first ASEAN climber to scale using the North route which is a tougher journey. He even had to see his fellow friend collapse to death 300meters away from the peak. With his strong determination he manage to achieve his dream. He was climbing Mount Everest in the name of Charity.

I personally believe these T.Ravichandran should be given a special award for their incredible achievements. He has prove the Malaysia Boleh spirit. He has made Malaysia proud.. May his name stay in our Malaysian hearts forever.

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

UNSUNG HEROES PART 1 (highest peak in the world)

On the 23th May 1997, two Malaysians, M.MAGENDREN and N.MOHANDAS made Malaysia proud by conquering the world highest peak which is 8848 meters above sea level. They were the FIRST MALAYSIAN TO CONQUER MOUNT EVEREST. It took 42 years since Everest was first conquered by man... 15 years of experience of mount climbing and vigorous training programmes before they are fit to conquer mount Everest.

Many mountaineers had died trying to reach this highest peak in the world. over 150 people had died. the odds are 1 to 6 who died climbing this mountain. Yet these statistics did not stop our heroes. On May 22, 11pm our heroes left camp 4 for their final destination. It took them 13hours to reach the summit.It was -30°C out there with 80km/h cold wind blowing on them. They had to go through steep terrains and the path is littered with dead bodies. At one point our heroes needed to crawl to the peak due to extreme strong wind.

Reaching at the top they proudly planted our Jalur Gemilang and shouted into the wind.

Thank God! Thank God!' was the first thing gushed out from M.Magedren mouth. The sacred mantra Aum Namah Shivaya was in his mind too. Both of them prayed when they reach the summit and celebrated their victory.

I personally believe these great heroes should be given a special award for their incredible achievements. They have prove the Malaysia Boleh spirit. They have made Malaysia proud.. May these names stay in our Malaysian hearts forever.

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

I VOTED FOR EARTH

Earth hour just over half an hour ago..... so what was your contribution???

hmm... well... sharp 8.30pm my house was pitch black.... i was actually surprise that dad asked me to switch off the main power supply.... didn't expect dad to say that... I'm proud to have a dad like him..... well... due to boredness mum n dad slept off in the living room... my sister was text-messaging her friend... my only entertainment was my bamboo flute.... i was just playing my flute in the dark while text messaging my friend.....

I was surprise when i went out of my house i realise most of the houses nearby were dark... and the best part was KUALA LUMPUR city was dark too.... normally at night, from my area we can get a beautiful view of KL with lights... KLCC twin tower, KL tower n dataran merdeka were all without lights... I'm proud of you malaysia.....
before earth hour

during earth hour.

LIGHTS OFF FOR A CLIMATE CHANGE... WE DID OUR PART FOR YOU EARTH

LOST

why is this happening ???? what did i do that you are not talking to me properly???
I'm feeling so down without your presence... i can never find happiness in anyway when you are sad....

i know you are going through hell now.... please give me a chance to be there with you... give me a chance to comfort you.... i know at times i might be adding more problems in your life... i seriously didn't mean it to happen and im really sorry about that.. im dying here... trying my very best to meet up ur expectations...

when you are around i find this unusual comforting feeling... im so dependend on you lately... everything that i do you are always in my mind....every morning when im awake, its you who i find first.. you are the first thing that i think of in the morning and the last before i go into the bliss world... you have always given me this unlimited joy...

im feeling lost today.... i woke up without your call.... i miss your voice and laughter... everyday without fail we are on the phone.... and in this occasion where suddenly there is no phone call from you its so weird... feel like there is a wound in my heart... a deep one... its gona be a gloomy day till i recieve a call from you... i have no idea what should i do... feeling so lost... no mood in anything... i cant find happiness.... im handicap... IM LOST

HELL ON EARTH

What do you think of when you hear the word hell??? What is HELL??? hell is where you cant find happiness even at your own home.... when everyone is against you for no reasons.. when your own trusted buddies are back-stabbing you.. false stories are being created just to put you in more misery.

How is like when the friends u trusted the most betrayed u??? not only that, they keep putting u in trouble for no reason... just because this gal that i know is extremely a sweetheart... such a jewel of character... she is just too nice till she trusted people whole heartily... she trusted her friends J, T and D... she spends most of her pre-u time with them... but never once they ever took care of her feelings... yet she shares her personal information with these people... go all out to help them... and now her useless friends whom don't know how to appreciate this angel are setting her up... what wrong did she do to be treated like this???

In hard times like this, family support is very important... but sad to say her own family are against her.... her own cousin is always jealous with her... the fact that they are 15 YEARS OF AGE GAP yet she still can be jealous... what kind of relative is she???? to be jealous with this poor little gal?? she creates all kind of new stories just to hurt this gal... everyday there is a drama in this gals house because of her cousin... the biggest mistake that this gal did, was to introduce her so called 'friends' to her cousin.. and now both of these people are together creating stories and finding ways to hurt her feelings.. there try their level best to make the self created stories to seems true... on top of that this poor gal's mum trust her cousin... her mum's mind is poisoned by her cousin... and now her own mum don't trust her.... why must this gal suffer such faith????

Everytime when she steps foot on her own doorsteps she feels nothing but misery... her heartless cousin is ever waiting to tear her heart apart.. she is always being hurt.... she cant even stand up n fight for herself when she doesn't get any support at home... everyone takes advantages on this since she has no one to fight for her... everynight before sleeping she is in tears....she feels hurt badly... how is when you don't find happiness or security in your own house??? how is it when your own people are against you???

You tell me!!! is she leaving in hell???? For me this is what called hell.... i cant imagine any worst

than this.... i just hope i can be there for her and pray that things would be beautiful for her in future.. she deserve a proper life...

please together pray for this gal's happiness... thx

hi guys...

hi.... im new is this blogging world..... so.. hope u guys enjoy my blog.... i would be writtng about anything.. so keep viewing my blog... thx for ur support